someday soon, i’d like to go to KC to visit….

-second hand stores

- The Black Cat bookshop… this is what i wish i could create

but this is materialistic mumbo, i guess. i don’t need more stuff. But, it would be fun. Somedays I just long to get a notebook just to fill it with sketches of what i want to create. My journal is haphazardly full of it: rough drafts on the corner of pages, or full page sketches i want to paint someday. Part of my is always craving to get some of these done, the other half is guilty of not making time to do so, one part of my knows that I am focusing on being a new mother and other such time-filling and eternal things, and the other part knows it’s just “excuses.” Sure, many things i come up with won’t make the world a better place. What i should do is never buy a present again, but make them. Meg Calderon is my little inspiration on this accord: she makes time for her projects.

So, someday. Or, this week!